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JENNY POO POO | MY LOVE FOR YOU | December 29, 2008 |
I REMEMBER THE WAY THE BREAKFAST SMELLED IN THE MORNING. ARE TALKS THAT WE USED TO HAVE OR EVEN YOUR LAUGHS. I MISS THE SMELL YOU HAD. IT WAS A SMELL OF HEAVEN AND LOVE. WHEN I LOST YOU A BIG PART OF ME DIED INSIDE AS WELL. IT HAS BEEN VERY HARD FOR ME TO THINK OF YOU CAUSE EVERY TIME I DO CRY. I KNOW THAT YOU WOULD WANT ME TO BE STRONG AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME. U MISSED ME HAVING A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER THAT I KNOW U WOULD HAVE LOVED AND SHE WOULD HAVE LOVED YOU. I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL YOU GOOD BYE. TO KISS YOU OR TOUCH YOU ONE LAST TIME BEFORE U WERE GONE. U WERE ALWAYS PROUD OF ME NO MATTER WHAT LIFE THROUGH AT ME. U GAVE ME HOPE TO BE A BETTER PERSON. I MISS SITTING BY YOU AND IN CHURCH AND LEANING OVER TO ME SAYING " WHAT DID HE SAY I CAN'T HEAR HIM. AND LAUGH." WHEN I GO TO CHURCH NOW I CRY FOR YOU. EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF YOU. I MISS BEING AT YOUR HOUSE AND HAVING HOLIDAYS THERE OF JUST STOPPING BY TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU. I REMEMBER THE AY U WOULD STAND OUT SIDE AND WAVE TO ME UNTIL I WAS GONE OUT OF SITE. I STILL GO BY THERE WISHING THAT YOU WERE OUT SIDE. BUT ALL I SEE IS OTHER PEOPLE LIVING THERE AND IT KILLS ME NOT TO SEE YOU AND TO KNOW THAT AS A LITTLE GIRL I GREW UP THERE. I DON'T TELL ALOT OF PEOPLE MY FEELINGS. I MOSTLY KEEP THEM INSIDE AND HIDE THEM. BUT THE TRUTH IS I MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. I WISH I COULD JUST SMELL YOU AND TOUCH YOU ONE MORE TIME. I WOULD CALL YOUR ANSWERE MACHINE OVER AND OVER JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE. I HAVE ALOT OF PAIN INSIDE AND YOU KNOW IT BUT ALOT OF PEOPLE DON'T. ONE DAY I WILL MEET YOU AGAIN AND SEE YOU. THAT SMELL WILL COME BACK AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOUR FACE AGAIN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I FEEL GUILTY CAUSE I WASNT HERE TO BE BESIDE YOU. BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME AND YOUR GREAT GRANDAUGHTER EVERYDAY. YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE MY ANGEL... I LOVE YOU GRANDMA.
YOUR JENNY POO-POO
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Just wanted you to know that I`m doing my best to take care of dad till he comes to be with you . He`s doing well, although the lonliess still eats at his heart. but his health is good and I keep him in peanut butter. I remember you telling me... that your biggest concern if you died before him... was what would happen to him. Sometimes the kids go to see him although not often, but I think they get really sad, so they don`t go as often as they should. They should try walking in my shoes. I order his medicine and keep his phone,cable, and rent payed. His clothes clean, insurance payed,income taxes. And go see him at least once a week to give him some love, take him for a haircut or ice cream. Maybe to lunch or dinner. He`s 88 now you know... we sure miss you mom........ we sure miss you......... I sure miss you.....